Yellatyou

2009-12-16T02:09:00.002+08:00

I went to look at her twitter just now. I happen to see something which i should not have. in the afternoon, she posted' where is block 53?'. A few minutes later, she wrote again,'oh block 53, hms block, oh reminds me of _l_.'. When i saw it, i was really speechless. it hurt like fuck and i nearly could not control my tears.

Do you know how much it hurts when you use _l_ to represent me. Yeah its easy for you to type but have you ever thought of how would i feel if i saw that. After you claim you loved me and everything, i am just a middle finger to you? Its that what I am worth to you now?

You are always busy. In the past, you used to be busy with her work and going out with your clique. Now, you're busy with common tests as well as rejecting the guys who are wooing after you.

You told me that we will talk things out after the test. But the thing is after common test, you will have to rush your projects as well as going out with your clique. So in the end, its gonna be a vicious cycle and you would never have the time to sit down and talk things out with me.

When you are done settling all your stuff, you will find that I am already gone because I would have been numb to all this pain.

2008-10-30T09:20:00.002+08:00

yesterday celebrated 4th month with baby in the afternoon. headed down to town right after class. hk cafe-d before catching tropic thunder. Tropic thunder is quite a nice show. Baby and i did not stop laughing throughout the movie ha! Could have went for dinner together but have to leave for family dinner. Sorry baby =(

2008-08-20T18:24:00.002+08:00

Friday will be my last paper- business management. I still got 3 days to cover 15 chapters.=/

Today brenda came over to acc me study. well we end up watching movies and catching a nap. Haha when she left she secretly wrote "i love you baby! =)'' on my lappy. Haha that sweet girlfriend of mine.

Anyway I will be damm busy after my last paper. There is outing with magnum people on fri, stayover at byrant's place on sunday with magnum year 1s(bet we gonna have loads of fun) and DAMM LOT OF TRAININGS HAHA!

I miss my baby =)

2008-07-31T00:29:00.001+08:00

just reached home after training. hmm did a left hand chair today with bryant. other than that training was as quite normal. send baby home as usual. we chat on the bus and she forgot what she wanted to tell me AGAIN. that dumb girl. haha. well she have to go for her photo shoot on sunday at 9.15am! so damm early. sigh hope she dun get too tired as we have training on friday and NDP on saturday.

Tml i am gonna sneak out of class again to meet baby. guess it will be a routine for me on every thursday to sneak out and meet her because she need to go for her hair treatment every thurs evening.

ok i gotta go do my stupid writ com essay already. wish me luck that i will score a freaking A for it.

2008-07-30T00:15:00.000+08:00

i miss my girlfriend =(